Suddenly  I have too much time on my hands and I cannot avoid thinking about you

In how many ways will you break my heart

How many times until I’m free of uncertainty

Why would I trust a little boy with my love

You deceived me and made me believe you were a man

But that was just an illusion

A trick to get me comfortable, help me trust

Now you are petty and defensive

I wonder if this is normal

Or is this a sign for me to go

So close to forever, yet still too far

Way too far


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