So in love

I am so, so, so in love with my little guy

I honestly thought that people were full of shit when they said, “you’ll experience a whole new level of love when you have a baby”

Turns out, they were right

I cannot express just how joyful this tiny person makes me feel

Even when I’m super tired because he unexpectedly woke up at 3am, or he is fussy because he’s tired but hates everything I’m doing to help him go to sleep, or when he’s hungry but changes his mind about wanting to eat every 10 minutes… all he has to do is look at me and smile and all is forgiven

I didn’t think I could love a little being more than my pug, Valentine. But now there is a new king of my heart. ( I still adore Valentine, of course. He’s just not my only baby anymore)

I didn’t think I would love being a mother as much as I do

It’s hard, it can be frustrating and it’s definitely exhausting, but help me Jesus, I absolutely cherish it

I was made to be this little boy’s mama and I wouldn’t change it for the world

4 months old now
Lil Captain

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I am an avid fan of creating narratives in my head about random experiences and quotes for future books I will probably not write. I harbor a 15 year old girl in my psyche and like to solve world issues when I'm half asleep. View all posts by samlobos

6 responses to “So in love

  • Ocean Bream

    What an adorable face he has ❤

  • Crystal Empath

    How happy this has made me to read this today!
    I’m so glad you are finding so much joy and love being his mama. Hey is so very precious and his own beautiful smile is simply pure joy. He is obviously loving life also.
    Thank you for sharing your joy and little man with us.
    Take care and remember to savour these times. They really do fly by so very quickly. Blessed be 💞

  • thetruthandpurpose

    Oh my GOD I’d be in love too. What a face!!
    I’m so sorry to hear about all the complications you experienced. I had an unexpected c-section – the first major surgery of my life, when I had my son almost 18 years ago. I remember holding in all my emotions because I thought I would burst stitches. Definitely contributed to the post-partum anxiety I had. I also felt like you relate here: I loved my little guy with all my heart. So happy for you!! And you will get to some kind of normal. Life is forever changed, but there will be consistency again 🙏. Congratulations and welcome to motherhood. 🤗

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