Growing pains

Sometimes I look at us and foresee the future, thinking, “Wow, it’s going to be amazing”

Then sometimes I look at us in panic and fear and think, “Is this what the future holds?”

Maybe you leaving 2 hours early wasn’t a big deal

Maybe you don’t know how to share your time

Or your thoughts

Maybe you’re used to being alone

Or get so lost in your head that you forget about me

Maybe I expect too much

Or don’t know how to hear the words you don’t say

Maybe these are growing pains

But these little disappointments break my heart a fragment at a time

And I wonder when it will be one fragment too many

Because it is a big deal

It is a big fucking deal



About samlobos

I am an avid fan of creating narratives in my head about random experiences and quotes for future books I will probably not write. I harbor a 15 year old girl in my psyche and like to solve world issues when I'm half asleep. View all posts by samlobos

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