Clueless

You have no idea

You have no idea how easily you hurt me

Every verbal lash makes a mark on my heart

You spew out words like a careless child

Unaware of the turmoil you kick up

Pushing all of my old triggers

Things that haven’t been pushed in years

Yet, you find them so easily

You don’t even realize what you do

You have no idea of how deep the pain runs

The pain you so effortlessly inflict and then expect me to get over

There are years of damage inside of me that you poke your finger into

And when I tell you to stop, you think I overreact

You have no idea how wide the ripples expand

How hard I fought to get to where I’m at

How different I am than I was before

Only to have you throw dust in my face

To tell me I’m being silly

Too sensitive

How I twist things around

You don’t know what twisted is

You have no idea what I’m capable of

Or how much I restrain myself

Because I love you

You have no idea

 

 

 

 

 

 

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About samlobos

I am an avid fan of creating narratives in my head about random experiences and quotes for future books I will probably not write. I harbor a 15 year old girl in my psyche and like to solve world issues when I'm half asleep. View all posts by samlobos

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