Unsent Love Letters: Last One

My dearest,

It’s time I let go completely

I know I’ve said goodbye a thousand times and a thousand ways

But this time I mean it

I’m healing

I think you would want that

There will always be a part of me that is desperately in love with you

A part that will always wonder how you are

And smile when something reminds me of you

There is someone that treats me well

He is sweet, passionate, romantic, and available

You would love the way he speaks to me

But hate that he is in your place

That his words make me smile warmly

And my heart flutter

I know you would say you are happy for me

That you are healing too

I know you

Better than you gave me credit for

I know you miss and love me

Just not enough

It’s okay

I’ve finally accepted this

That we were not meant to be

There is no hope of us ever being as one

I’ve mourned this loss

More so than any loss I’ve experienced

There will never be another you

You will forever be my nerd

That title stays with you

And I, forever your wolf

I love you

Goodbye.

 

 

 

 

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About samlobos

I am an avid fan of creating narratives in my head about random experiences and quotes for future books I will probably not write. I harbor a 15 year old girl in my psyche and like to solve world issues when I'm half asleep. View all posts by samlobos

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