Love for you tends to be ‘all or nothing’. You love deeply and can be quite forgiving even if you feel wronged. Being a water sign, your emotions are intense and you will put every ounce of your being into this relationship. That said, your choice of partner is all-important – make sure your date is healthy minded as you will devote full attention. Your love becomes your full-time muse so spend time getting to know them before you fully commit. You are one of the most unwavering lovers, purely dedicated.
That’s me all right.
I’m a Scorpio all the way.
Here’s where I am in this whole dating thing: I.Don’t.Give.A.Fuck.
I’ve gotten to the point where I know this is all bullshit and I’m tired of walking around it so I’m just going to bulldoze through it.
I think I’m finding my niche.
You see, when I don’t give a fuck, I’m even more straightforward and sassy.
I just say it like it is.
I think it might work for me.
For example, there’s this guy who messaged me on OkC two days ago.
He had one picture and he was wearing sunglasses and a hat in it so I couldn’t really tell what he looked like, but I responded anyway because I figured, “Why not?”
We messaged for a bit and he asked for my number.
He waited a while to text me and then it was a bit sporadic.
To me, sporadic translates into not very interested (just my experience so far) so I was already prepared for it to die off.
The next day he texted me in the morning consistently and mentioned how he would like to hang out with me. I told him I had plans but we could spend time together in between.
About two hours later he still hadn’t responded so I followed up with, “Or not… guess TV is really interesting.” (because he had told me he was just watching TV all morning). I’m a smart ass. I fully own this.
He didn’t reply and several hours went by so I deleted his messages, figuring I wasn’t going to hear from him again.
Oh, well. Next!
In the evening, I get a text saying, “Hey” from a number I didn’t recognize and seeing as I’ve had a lot of guys texting me and I’ve stopped saving their numbers because they come and go with the wind, I replied, “Who’s this?”
He texted back, “Really?”
I replied, “Yeah.”
Then he told me his name and I told him that I had assumed he’d lost interest because I didn’t hear back from him so I erased the messages.
Anyway, he texted me for a bit then disappeared, but this time I kept the messages since I figured this is probably his pattern.
Today my parent’s were supposed to visit me but my mom got sick and they couldn’t. So I was laying in bed and he texted me, wondering what I was doing.
He mentioned that if he didn’t have his son with him, he’d be spending time with me, watching movies and eating take out.
I told him that sounded nice.
Then he said, “We can give each other massages.”
I told him, “I don’t know about that.”
He asked why not and if I was affectionate.
I replied, “Very. I just know that massages lead to sex and I’m not having sex with anyone right away.” (For those of you who have been following me, you know this is something I’m working on, but he doesn’t have to know that)
Apparently his interest was peaked and he acted like he wasn’t aware of that and asked when’s the last time a massage led to sex for me.
Because I don’t know him and don’t care what he thinks, I told him a week ago (you know, Mr. Awkward)
Oh boy. That opened a can of worms.
All of a sudden he was 20 questioning my ass and all interested in who this other guy was and how many times we had sex.
He was especially curious about what race this guy is and what my “type” is.
He started asking about my sex drive and wanting to know when the last time I had sex was.
Because I’m tired of pretending I’m not into sex as much as I am, I was honest and told him that I have a high sex drive and the last time I had sex was last week.
Then I told him all these questions were becoming tiresome.
He asked me if I don’t like to talk about sex and that it’s been 4 months for him so he’s “super horny.”
I replied that I didn’t even know if I was attracted to him because all I saw was one picture and I couldn’t really see his face.
He sent me a picture right away.
He’s actually pretty good looking, better looking than other guys I’ve gone on dates with.
So I told him he was good looking because he wanted to know if he was my “type”.
Then he asked if he was better looking than Mr. Awkward and I said, “Maybe.”
“Do you love big cocks?” That was his next question.
So at this point, there was only two ways for me to go. I could either play into his sex talk or verbally slap him.
Here’s what I said:
“You think you’re the only horny guy wanting to have sex with me? If you’re interested with me, you’re gonna have to go about it differently.”
He immediately texted back, “Ok, I’m sorry.”
Remember how I don’t give a fuck?
Well, here’s how I responded to that:
“I love sex. I love talking about it, sexting, phone sex, all of it. I’m very sexual. But I’m not looking for sex with just anyone. I’m not looking for hookups. That’s easy to get. I’m looking for a real connection.”
Ready for his response?
“Are you free Tuesday night?”
I’m pretty sure all he saw was that I love sex, but hey, at least I leveled with him.
He probably thinks I’m a challenge but I don’t care because I’m not doing anything I don’t want to do.
It’s like the more I don’t give a shit, the more they want and the more shit they’ll take from me.
Mr. Awkward contacted me.
I laid it all out to him, how I felt, how he didn’t give me what I wanted, how I want someone secure in himself, and he still wanted to hang out.
I told him I wasn’t going to have sex with him again.
He still wanted to come over.
So I let him.
(Okay, I was bored and lonely and I had a headache and he said he would massage me. He offered!)
He gave me a massage, a pretty good one actually and there was some heavy foreplay, which he’s good at, but no sex.
Because it’s not worth my while.
Plus, the foreplay is the best part.
Hey, if he’s cool with it, I’m okay with getting a rise and then sending him home.
Like I said.
I don’t give a fuck.