If you are reading this,
I hope you are okay.
I hope you are doing what you need to do
to get to a good place.
I hope you are taking care of yourself.
Eat and sleep.
I know how you sometimes have trouble with that.
I love you, that hasn’t changed.
I’m afraid that it won’t.
Not for a long time.
I have no idea why you still have a hold on me.
But you do.
I’ve let go of the hurt and the pain.
I’m letting go of the dream that we are reunited somehow.
That we get a happily ever after.
But I can’t seem to get my heart back.
I am surrounded by beautiful people, yet all I can think about is you.
I don’t even care about them.
I have no ties, I’m free to do as I choose.
I could go out and meet lots of new potentials.
But my heart’s not in it.
Because it’s still with you.
Won’t you return it?
Maybe send it by mail.
It can’t possibly get more damaged than it already is.